Patterns, Cycles...

When the thoughts come
Cold and hard,
I cannot hold them in.
They burst upon me--
A little girl again.

From an early age I knew betrayal--
Definitive understatement that it is.
Patterns form my existence
And I hear his heavy breathing even now,
So close...

I hate this repetition,
This lying awake
Never knowing when he will come again.
This circle will never end.
The Father, the Son, and now the Holy Ghost.

I hate you all,
I hate that I cannot turn away,
That I cannot protect myself from this
Subtle, yet appalling, cycle.
I hate them

And I love them...
Which is the deeper sin?

Dena L Moore
May 12, 2002



Patterns, Cycles...appears in my new chapbook, Waking In The Dark: Poetry of Dark Fantasy, the Occult, and Somber ReflectionsClick here to read more or to order.


























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Dena's Poetry: Poetry of Love, Loss, and the Occult
Poetry of Love, Loss, and the Occult
Patterns, Cycles...

When the thoughts come
Cold and hard,
I cannot hold them in.
They burst upon me--
A little girl again.

From an early age I knew betrayal--
Definitive understatement that it is.
Patterns form my existence
And I hear his heavy breathing even now,
So close...

I hate this repetition,
This lying awake
Never knowing when he will come again.
This circle will never end.
The Father, the Son, and now the Holy Ghost.

I hate you all,
I hate that I cannot turn away,
That I cannot protect myself from this
Subtle, yet appalling, cycle.
I hate them

And I love them...
Which is the deeper sin?

Dena L Moore
May 12, 2002



Patterns, Cycles...appears in my new chapbook, Waking In The Dark: Poetry of Dark Fantasy, the Occult, and Somber ReflectionsClick here to read more or to order.
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