Before I Surrender
Locked so tight within these lips, Words so true-- An undeniable yearning.
A simple thing it is to tell you; Oh, to say it And feel the consequences.
Like a coward I crouch in silence. Thinking the worst, Pre-judging your response,
Not trusting life-- or you-- To sustain the rampant beating of my heart.
Words cannot express Any feeling I shelter inside these dark walls. Nothing,
Nothing but my eyes can Speak the absolute truth of my love for you. So, I close them
When you're kissing me, when you're Holding me, when you're touching me So deep inside; I close them.
I can't bear to watch you go, so I hide this breath of air, this burning fire Behind painted lids.
I falter in this silence, Pausing in the security of your arms Knowing
I can't say it, Wanting you to tell me with more Than your eyes and sweet, breathless whispers.
My intuition glides hungrily over These delicate sighs, Seeking tangible truths in their obscurity.
I must hear those words Before I surrender... Before I open my eyes.
Dena L. Moore September 17, 2001
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